Your biggest fan.

Sometimes I don’t even kiss you goodbye. I leave so quick, like the thought didn’t even cross my mind.

I don’t reach for your hand in the store or tell you out of the blue how much I love you.

We’ve been together nearly eight years, married for four…and most days our relationship feels like it has lasted a decade.

Three dogs, two homes, multiple jobs, losses and gains, two beautiful little boys, and S O much more has happened in these years and yet one thing has never changed…I am your biggest fan.

I fell in love with you so fast, and with so much effort to not..i didn’t want to love you. Our situation wasn’t ideal and the odds were against us.

Every body said we wouldn’t make it, love like that just don’t exist. But we jumped in with both feet and faith, and here we are. No one believed in it except us. I thank the good Lord we did.

It’s has always been hard for me to express myself, my emotions. But I need you to know Y O U are my H O M E. We have been down some not so easy roads, but we’ve also had some of the best days of our lives together.

When I think of life…you are what comes to mind.

I am your number one fan, babe. I am the crazy person in the stands screaming your name.

This adventure we are on, this rollercoaster we are on, this road full of pot holes and newly paved sections we are on…I am in the passenger seat along for the ride.

If there is ever a promise I could make that would hold higher weight than any others it is that I promise to never leave your side.

Whatever you chose in life, I’m down.

We made a commitment long before we said our vows, we decided to never give up. We knew it would be hard we knew we had alot against us, and through it all I couldn’t be more proud to be by your side, cheering you on.

For all the times I let life get in the way of showing you how much you mean to me, i am sorry. For all of those days I fall short of being the wife you need, I am sorry. For the times I let my pride get in the way of my apologies…i am truly sorry.

I seriously could not do this life we have made together, without you. You never cease to give me that feeling of security and love. Thank you for always loving me, even when it’s really hard to…Lord knows those days are often.

You are my husband, and I am your wife. You are my best friend….and I am your biggest fan.

I LOVE YOU.

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